In cooperation with a frivolous society guided with an artificial system that avoids conflicts, I was sinking conclusively to a cathartic recognition. I realized the conditions of the environment as well as I am not only one-sided. The reconsideration of these dual factors maintained the guidance of my mental freedom. Then the arrangement could continue more effectively. I am learning to balance among these circumstances. On the base I was saturated with feelings and thoughts holding me back from the evolution of my authentic self. So I put more emphasis on how to unpack, understand and embrace them.